I am in a mood
I am in a mood and it is not a good one.
I am grumpy and itchy and short tempered.
The itchy is due to bug bites which I am trying my hardest not to scratch but I am also hesitant to take benadryl cause I may be pregnant and if at all possible it is best to avoid that med (and honestly most meds) right now. So I am wearing socks and lotioning and grumbling about the bites.
The grumpy and short tempered? That may be hormones cause I am either pregnant or going to be starting my period this week. It may be due to the fact that I have been having a hard time falling asleep, or the anxiety about kiddo starting kindergarden in a month. Or you know Pandemic or the climate crisis.
Maybe I am also feeling under appreciated right now, like it feels like everyone is always wanting something from me, but not, checking in on me.
And i know that so many people are just so burnt out right now. So I don't really fault anyone for the bleh ness but I m just feeling it.
Though surprisingly (or not) getting this all out really did help.
I am grumpy and itchy and short tempered.
The itchy is due to bug bites which I am trying my hardest not to scratch but I am also hesitant to take benadryl cause I may be pregnant and if at all possible it is best to avoid that med (and honestly most meds) right now. So I am wearing socks and lotioning and grumbling about the bites.
The grumpy and short tempered? That may be hormones cause I am either pregnant or going to be starting my period this week. It may be due to the fact that I have been having a hard time falling asleep, or the anxiety about kiddo starting kindergarden in a month. Or you know Pandemic or the climate crisis.
Maybe I am also feeling under appreciated right now, like it feels like everyone is always wanting something from me, but not, checking in on me.
And i know that so many people are just so burnt out right now. So I don't really fault anyone for the bleh ness but I m just feeling it.
Though surprisingly (or not) getting this all out really did help.