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knit1purr2) wrote2021-04-12 10:10 am
knit1purr2) wrote2021-04-12 10:10 am
Bad design
I am frustrated that period symptoms and early pregnancy symptoms are basically the same thing and thus VERY frustrating. Like If I am pregnant can't my belly button turn blue or something very obvious?
So were are trying to conceive again. Technically this is the second month of trying, but I am trying not to focus on length of time as I need to get ready for this to take a while.
But my period is supposed to start today. Last month it was a day late and drove me a little bit wild. I am trying to tell myself to not pee on a stick yet. To wait till Wednesday to before trying that.
But that is hard because this was basically the last chance for me to get pregnant before Patrick's due date. And I don't know that being pregnant now would make things better. Especially as that would put this due date around the time of my termination. Which would also be a lot of feelings.
So were are trying to conceive again. Technically this is the second month of trying, but I am trying not to focus on length of time as I need to get ready for this to take a while.
But my period is supposed to start today. Last month it was a day late and drove me a little bit wild. I am trying to tell myself to not pee on a stick yet. To wait till Wednesday to before trying that.
But that is hard because this was basically the last chance for me to get pregnant before Patrick's due date. And I don't know that being pregnant now would make things better. Especially as that would put this due date around the time of my termination. Which would also be a lot of feelings.