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knit1purr2) wrote2021-10-14 01:11 pm
knit1purr2) wrote2021-10-14 01:11 pm
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So tomorrow 10/15 is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Day. October is National Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month.
Last year I was aware of these things mostly because I was pregnant and I while I had a good 12 week scan I decided to wait until November to announce my pregnancy because I knew people who had lost babies or had been through a pregnancy loss. And now this year I am once again pregnant and not ready to announce but now I am one of the people that has been through a pregnancy loss.
I think I am going to light a candle at 7pm in memory of my Patrick who I miss everyday. Trying to decide if I will be posting this on my other socials as invitation to have other join me.
But also I just found out that this fetus is unlikely to have any chromosomal issues thanks to some early testing.
Basically I am having all of the emotions and not sure how much I want share them.
Last year I was aware of these things mostly because I was pregnant and I while I had a good 12 week scan I decided to wait until November to announce my pregnancy because I knew people who had lost babies or had been through a pregnancy loss. And now this year I am once again pregnant and not ready to announce but now I am one of the people that has been through a pregnancy loss.
I think I am going to light a candle at 7pm in memory of my Patrick who I miss everyday. Trying to decide if I will be posting this on my other socials as invitation to have other join me.
But also I just found out that this fetus is unlikely to have any chromosomal issues thanks to some early testing.
Basically I am having all of the emotions and not sure how much I want share them.