I am in a mood

I am in a mood and it is not a good one. 

I am grumpy and itchy and short tempered. 

The itchy is due to bug bites which I am trying my hardest not to scratch but I am also hesitant to take benadryl cause I may be pregnant and if at all possible it is best to avoid that med (and honestly most meds) right now. So I am wearing socks and lotioning and grumbling about the bites. 

The grumpy and short tempered? That may be hormones cause I am either pregnant or going to be starting my period this week. It may be due to the fact that I have been having a hard time falling asleep, or the anxiety about kiddo starting kindergarden in a month. Or you know Pandemic or the climate crisis. 

Maybe I am also feeling under appreciated right now, like it feels like everyone is always wanting something from me, but not, checking in on me. 
And i know that so many people are just so burnt out right now.  So I don't really fault anyone for the bleh ness but I m just feeling it. 

Though surprisingly (or not) getting this all out really did help.