So close and yet so far
Mar. 23rd, 2022 09:22 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
knit1purr2I have less then a month until my due date. Everything is progressing normally with the baby and the pregnancy, now I am just needed to finish preparing. I have a list of baby things and around the house things that I would like to accomplish and we are slowing moving in that direction. which is good.
Mainly I am just done with being pregnant. Being pregnant in your thirties is much harder then your twenties, at least for me. I am in so much discomfort so much of the time. I know that this is the last (planned) baby that I will be carrying and I am feeling pressure (from somewhere) to try and enjoy and savor it as much as I can. But honestly at 36 weeks pregnant, nothing is comfortable and not sure it is worth savoring at this point.
Plus I have added stress of my boss leaving right at the start of my maternity leave, which is scary. Her departure announcement has kicked a lot of thoughts into the air about my next 5 years and what I want to do with my career. Which is not really the life changes that I was planning on considering right now.
Mainly I am just done with being pregnant. Being pregnant in your thirties is much harder then your twenties, at least for me. I am in so much discomfort so much of the time. I know that this is the last (planned) baby that I will be carrying and I am feeling pressure (from somewhere) to try and enjoy and savor it as much as I can. But honestly at 36 weeks pregnant, nothing is comfortable and not sure it is worth savoring at this point.
Plus I have added stress of my boss leaving right at the start of my maternity leave, which is scary. Her departure announcement has kicked a lot of thoughts into the air about my next 5 years and what I want to do with my career. Which is not really the life changes that I was planning on considering right now.
