So close and yet so far

[knit1purr2]

I have less then a month until my due date. Everything is progressing normally with the baby and the pregnancy, now I am just needed to finish preparing. I have a list of baby things and around the house things that I would like to accomplish and we are slowing moving in that direction. which is good. 

Mainly I am just done with being pregnant. Being pregnant in your thirties is much harder then your twenties, at least for me. I am in so much discomfort so much of the time. I know that this is the last (planned) baby that I will be carrying and I am feeling pressure (from somewhere) to try and enjoy and savor it as much as I can. But honestly at 36 weeks pregnant, nothing is comfortable and not sure it is worth savoring at this point.  

Plus I have added stress of my boss leaving right at the start of my maternity leave, which is scary. Her departure announcement has kicked a lot of thoughts into the air about my next 5 years and what I want to do with my career. Which is not really the life changes that I was planning on considering right now. 

Comments

[sorcyress]

Oh man. Forget savouring, I hope you are able to endure (as pleasantly as possible) the last few weeks, and then you can savour having an amazing baby!

The life changing stuff is bigger and scarier and I wish you all the luck on sorting it out. <3

~Sor